(Pasensya na po feel na feel ko lang talaga mag-English ngayon! Sorry sa mga wrong grammar! Hehehe)
The other day, I was problematic, which is related to work. I was accidentally encoded the wrong OBR number last Jan. 3, 2013 then I found out the mistake in Jan. 9, 2013 in the afternoon. The night during that day, I can’t even sleep because, all the papers were processed in the BAC Office in which the papers were already in the minutes of meeting and the date was Jan 3, 2013!
I divert my attention to other things when I got back home. I don’t want my mother to feel that I am problematic at that time.. I always thought the bible verse I read before to help me calm. That verse is, “BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD.” That verse always repeated in my mind. I prayed a lot in the night. I prayed the rosary with the help of Mama Mary. I still convince myself that GOD is ABLE to help solve my problem. After I prayed, I went to sleep, but my mind is awakened. My eyes were closed, my body was tired but my mind was so active, thinking what would be the best solution to my problem. I woke up the next day, thinking that another day had passed and the day will be a solution day to me..
I was glad that when I reached the office, I was kinda calm, 80% of it I was kinda relax. The Bible Verse repeated in my mind again and again. Whenever I took an action I was asking God to help me resolve my problem. That morning, I took the papers and correct the numbers. Glad that there were still a solution to it. My office mate helped me. So I thank her and I thank God!
So by afternoon, I was at the other office to lined up to get salary. We put our payroll to the teller, I wondered why my name was not yet called. I stand there almost 1 hour. I complained a bit because of the delay. The payroll was rambled that’s why I was lining up there almost 1 hour. After I received the salary, I get back to the office. My ma’am called me (after the BAC meeting where the paper was being discussed). She said why did I write the OBR # to the paper that charged to continuing logbook. I explained to her the situation. I totally accepted my mistake. I said sorry to her. I was surprised because she was in a good mood. She said to me, “Just be careful next time.”
Ate Barbara (the name who’s in charge of the paper processed) told me after that she was called at the BAC office to explain. But then she told them that the papers were already okay. Ate Den-Den (staff of BAC office) also said to them (to the committee) that the paper is already okay.
My realization is:
If I get my salary right away then went back to the office after 30 minutes, I would probably called to the BAC office to explain. But you know what? Because of the delay, I wasn’t able to explained to the BAC committee. I suddenly thought that God is really in charge. Maybe because I can’t handle the pressures in the meeting that’s why He intentionally delayed my payroll. I was very very glad HOW AMAZING JESUS IS! A very Wow! That’s really amazing to me! It was like a lighting bolt who enlighten my mind and touch my heart! God is really amazing!
Jesus is really a friend, a defender, a protector, and my everlasting GOD! Thank you Lord. I’ve always convinced myself that YOU ARE BIGGER THAN MY PROBLEMS!
I love you Jesus!